Welcome back.

So it's been quite some time since I've written here. My life has been a mess and I seem to have finally picked myself up, put on a happy face and realised that things will be okay. Things are still not fine, but things are better...things will get better. For the now I will keep my head held high and take things as they come. I'm starting to get used to the drama, I guess that's what comes with growing up.

I used to be the girl that let nothing get her down. And for the past few months I have let that girl slide away, slightly out of reach but not completely out of view. I'm bringing her back. These few months have cut me down like I never thought possible. I don't ever want to get like that again.

I have a friend. He was there for me a lot during all of this drama. He was my go-to person and I found trust in someone I have never actually met. Which is a big deal considering I generally do not trust anyone. If he reads this, I want him to know how much I value everything he has done for me...(a lot). You will always mean a lot to me.
:) <3

Welcome back to life.